Lists of Regrets

Out of the mistakes that I could possibly make in my whole entire life it would be hard to choose just one. I don't really have any regrets in my life that I can recall being worth writing, but for now I think the one thing that might just hurt me where I stand today has to be my Freshmen year. I say my Freshmen year because I felt like I could have done better. In my Freshmen year, I was really stressed out and It brought me to a point where I thought I might as drop out of Early College. That's where I felt regretful for even thinking about even dropping out of Early college. From that point, I pushed and motivated myself to move on in order to succeed in my life. This regretful moment in my life also taught me a great lesson to always push yourself harder, even to the limits where you just want to give up. Till this day, I do regret saying I wanted to drop out of Early College, however that one regret or mistake made me continue where I am today.

My inspiration

Something that mean the most to be in this whole world has to be my family. My family over rides everything or anything I do in this world. I say this because my family has been with me in my darkest day and even my days where I at least expect them. As a child, growing up my family raised me to be the person I am today. One lesson that I use till this day is always to put God and family first. Till this day, I have always used this lesson. I love my family so much that I would do anything and even fight for them with no hesiatation. Without my family, I doubt I'll be in the position that I am in today including early college. When I say my family means the world other people just don't understand no matter how many times I could explain it to them. I guess you'll have to live my situation or be there to understand why. That is why I say my family means the world to me.

Summer Vacation - Ramila Ward

For my summer vacation I wouldn't consider something that was very interesting, but I guess there was one thing about my summer that I would say its worth writing about. In mid June my sister came into town with my niece and nephew. My dad, mom, and I were very excited to have them finally  here after a anticipated week of waiting.  When they were here we did many things and one thing that was my personal favorite that we had a cook out with our whole family there. It was the best day ever for me to see my family all together as one happy. Most of the time I got to spend that time with my sister to catch up with everything that happen here in Ohio, even though we Skype, text, and call each other all time. As time went one I soon began to realize their trip  was coming to a end for them being here. I didn't want her to go nor see my niece and nephew leave. I think one moment that touched me the most when we are the airport when they were about to leave. As I was helping them leave and I was about walk out the airport my nephew chased me out to give me one more hug. I tried not to cry, but I luckily succeeded. I had to think about everything for moment and had to be thankful to see them all when they were here and they were the ones who made my summer vacation rememberable.

My Name - Ramila Ward

My name is Ramila Milagro Ward and yes I know my first name rhymes with Vanilla. I know my name sounds weird, but that's what my parents named me. You may wonder why they gave the name, but as every other parents they might  have the same reason or different reason why they name their child.

My first name for example has many reason why I was name Ramila. For one my name isn't very common from what I know. Before I was born my parents were very picky on what they should name me. They wanted it be unique and special since I am my father's first daughter. My father wanted give me the name 'Remi' , but my mother thought other people would make fun of me so she wanted call me Ramila and father would think people would call vanilla. My parents both came up with the name Ramila when they decided to name after three people in my family, whose names were Clara, Michael, and Larry. They were my Aunt, First Cousin, and my father's middle name. Now this is where the Math comes into place... If you take the RA from Clara, the MI from Michael, and the LA from Larry you would get my name. Now you may wonder how my name got choosed over my father's choice of my name. Well lets just say ....my mom won the arguement that's all I know, but till this day my dad gave me the nickname Remi which I don't mind. I like that name over my real name since people mispronunce it my first name. (Thanks mom my sarcasm was noted)

Now my middle name on the other hand was made to me for two reason. One reason is it being past down from generation to generartion, starting from Grandmother. My middle is Hispanic which mean miracle in English. I was called miracle because My mother had me when she was older and it was a high risk pregnancy. The doctors thought that I wouldn't make it or I would have down syndrome, but here I am as an Early College student. Take that doctors!!!The second reason for my middle name was because it had to do with generations in my middle name. First with my grandmother who was the first one with the name, next was my mom, who then pass it on to my sister , then me, and finally my niece who was my sister daughter. That makes me the 4th generation to have Milagro as their middle name.

Now finally my last name it's nothing to special because you'll see it with other people, but to me it's something special. It makes me who I am today...It makes me Ramila.
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Rules in Life - Ramila Ward

A rule that should be always followed in life, is always to be relax and enjoy life as it is. I use this rule for two reason, because it's good to be relax in all situations and enjoy life how it is everyday. This rule should be followed by alot of people because many people can go through tough and get stressed out for many reason. One of those reasons could have been where they couldn't find a better way to get out of their situation. The reason we should enjoy life as it because many people in this world can be stressed out with life in general. Many people can feel that their life is in the worst thing in the whole world. That's when people are wrong, they should be grateful for what they have and blessed to be alive. They have to think for one moment, someone in this whole entire world could have it ten times worst than you. An example for what it mean to be relax and enjoy life because like I said before. People around this whole world they might have it 10 times worst where they can't get them through their situations, but the one thing about most of those people. They always find their way out of those sitation without being stressed and enjoying what they have in life... Even if it's not the perfect.

That is why this is a rule that should be followed in life.